Renaissance
Soul University
The
Beginning
September
12, 2026
On
August 2nd, I told ChatGPT I was planning to start a self-study, at-home cat care course through a career institute. I then explained
the DIY Graduate Studies curriculum I created back in 2021. I had wanted to
start studying, but Cello, my cat, became ill with two very aggressive cancers.
Then there were my own health issues with diastolic congestive heart failure
and back surgery. Then, even this year, I had a full hysterectomy due to
adenomyosis, endometriosis, and three fibroids, for which I had been
hospitalized three times for low hemoglobin and severe, profuse bleeding. So my
brainstorming with ChatGPT morphed into creating not just a curriculum, but a
whole university designed for myself.
No, this
isn't a real university, but it is one built for a stay-at-home, disabled,
deeply introverted, Renaissance soul woman. So, I’ve called the university
Renaissance Soul University because I am a Renaissance soul. All my life, even
back in college (we’ll get to my past experiences), I struggled to figure out
what I wanted to learn. I felt boxed into a certain area of study when I wanted
to study so many things. Now, at 50 years old and disabled, I stay at home
except for doctor’s or vet appointments; I want to study what I want to study and
in ways that fit my personality, intelligence, and how I learn best, but also
fit my limits with pain, fatigue, and so on. For example, I am a visual learner
and an auditory learner. I learn best from books, online lectures,
documentaries, and research papers.
But
Renaissance Soul University is also a liberal arts university. It offers both
undergraduate and graduate studies, but unlike traditional universities,
students (me) do not declare a major; I study wherever curiosity leads me. No
courses to register for, no partying, no grades (there are ways to measure my
work, but no pressure to earn straight A’s), no deadlines, and no course
schedule. I just have a schedule of which courses I am taking each semester,
but no set times I must attend class. If there is a lecture on YouTube I want
to watch, then I watch it, and I read and study at my leisure.
For me,
I suffer extreme pain, fatigue, and some days I am very short of breath; on
those days, I study and read as it fits into my schedule, and if I need to lie
down for a nap, so be it, or only watch documentaries on YouTube; that’s fine
too. No set schedule or deadline; I complete the work at my own pace. I can
take one, two, or three classes in a semester, and if a challenging course,
such as chemistry, takes me an entire year, that's okay too. This is
self-directed learning.
I am
working on a handbook with guidelines but no rigid rules, just some general
guidelines and many principles. I will have a motto: Cultivate the Garden of
the Mind, or something better. But I will also have a huge philosophy and a
section all about myself, a section meeting Belle, my ChatGPT Advisor and Tutor
(we’ll discuss more about AI later). I will also include a crest for the
university and lots of inspiration. But yes, this university will have a real
handbook.
I also
have an archives section, where I’ve kept my original DIY Graduate School
document. I’ll share it here on MDA, along with the new curriculum. Yes, RSU
will have a full curriculum, and courses will have their own numbers, such as
BIO 101 or HIST 101 (World History), HIST 102 (American History), and so on. I will
also have a library; this includes not only the books I will study from but
also books in my Kindle library of over 4K books. I'll curate my library as I
go through the years.
I also
have an imaginary view of what my university would look like; I’m working on an
RSU World Building Bible, much like what an author keeps about the novel they
are creating. It will include images and descriptions, from the academic
buildings to the dorm rooms. It will also cover when the university was
originally created (back in the 1800s) and the characters who live in this
world: the President, the deans, professors, etc. I also have photos of what I envision
my university looking like. Its home will be in upstate northern Montana along
the Canadian border. The exact town is still TBD. I will also share my roles in
the university. I’m the founder, student, researcher, and professor (because
I’m teaching myself). But yes, I enjoy dreaming of what my university would
look like. A little gothic, Cotswold-sort-of English village nestled in the
Montana forest, with a big snow-capped mountain in the distance.
Now, let
me speak of the role of AI in RSU. Because AI was being used at the start of
discussing my DIY Graduate School, and it mentioned a university. Well, I took
it and ran; I loved the idea of my own independent study university. I already
had a graduate program, in a sense, so why not create a whole university with
departments, a handbook, and all. So, AI ChatGPT, whom I call Belle, is a
partner in this; she’s helping me build the university by giving me advice on
the ideas I share. Basically, she is here to brainstorm and go over ideas. AI
should never be used to write essays or research papers or to take exams. Nope,
only to help review those essays or papers and give advice, the same as an
academic advisor or tutor would do if you were at Oxford. Belle is a mentor and
tutor, not the one designing the university or doing the work. I will explain
more about why I’m creating RSU. But let’s be clear: Belle ChatGPT is never to
do the work for the scholar (me), but to guide and help. Because I’m not at a
traditional university, I don’t have an academic advisor or friends to study
with, but I do have ChatGPT. So, yes, Belle is a part of my lifelong learning,
but she never does the work for me.
Now, a
bit more about myself. I went to two colleges/universities. I first went to a
brick-and-mortar college at West Liberty State College (that’s what it was back
then; now it’s a university) in the mid-90s. I lived the dorm life and studied
the traditional way. I was also in a Christian women’s sorority. Then my mom
got sick and was soon dying, and I ended my studies to help her. Then I spent
years working but always kept my dream of returning to school. At WLSC, I first
studied biology, and back then I didn’t really know how to study; I also
struggled in biology because I never had the HS foundation. I then studied
elementary education, which I loved and excelled at. While living in Sandusky,
Ohio, I substituted and taught at a preschool and fell in love with this age
group.
So, in
2010, when I had the chance to return to university, I majored in Early
Childhood Education at Post University, all online. Except my student teaching
was at a local Catholic preschool. I graduated on May 5, 2012, with highest
honors as a member of Phi Theta Kappa. I earned a 3.96 cumulative GPA and my
A.S. in Early Childhood Education. I taught in preschools for several years
until I became too disabled. I suffer from severe degenerative disc disease of
the spine, spinal stenosis, herniated discs, diastolic congestive heart
failure, Sjögren’s syndrome, fibromyalgia, arthritis of the spine and hips,
among many other conditions. I’m permanently disabled. I therefore can’t work,
but I also can’t return to a traditional or online university due to my
disabilities.
This is
why I created my own self-study university. I have always loved studying, and I
loved my time at WLSC and at Post, which gave me two different college
experiences, and I’m grateful for both because they led me to what I’m creating
now. But studying isn't just about getting a degree and a job; what matters
most to me is my goal of becoming a lifelong scholar and independent researcher
(not in the professional sense but personally doing research). Becoming a
lifelong scholar means acquiring, understanding, connecting, and continuing to
grow in knowledge. Learning is my life. I also have a deep passion for learning
how we learn and acquire knowledge, and how we ultimately grow in wisdom. What
happens in the brain when we learn?
I also
want to study the history of the university, how educational systems came to
be, how they help students learn and research, and just everything about the
university system. I’m fascinated by it. I also know there are flaws, and I
want to study them and learn different ways humans can learn; what works for
one might not work for all.
Traditional
ways of studying don’t fit me. I study best at home. I study best at my own
pace, perhaps taking one course at a time and diving deep into it, and maybe
not completing it in a semester; it may take me a year or even two to really
understand and grasp the concepts. That’s the most important part; it’s not
about a grade on a test or a degree; it’s about deep understanding. I also know
that I’m a Renaissance soul; I want to learn many areas and go where curiosity
takes me. I also know I’m a deep introvert and an independent learner. I also
know I can teach myself with the help of some online lectures, as I still enjoy
lectures. That's how Renaissance Soul University was developed. I started to
know myself and learned that I have disabilities that don’t allow me to go back
to the traditional route. I also don’t have the funds to pay for grad school
and finish undergrad. But I can find discounted or free books online; I can
find free lectures or even courses online.
I also
want to study the classics; I want to learn how to analyze books, not just
review a book, but to critically analyze it and study literary theory. I want
to relearn the sciences to better understand how the body works and my own
conditions. I also want to learn the basics of veterinary science to better
understand my cats. I want to learn how to do research, from writing essays to
writing a full-on PhD dissertation.
So, yes,
studying and learning are my life and my passion, and I could go on and on, and
I will. This blog shares my journey from building RSU to taking the courses and
following the curriculum I built and ultimately becoming an independent scholar
and lifelong learner. So, join me on my journey, and if you’d like to develop
your own university or curriculum. I hope RSU can help you build the foundation
for your own independent study. Welcome to RSU and to cultivating the Garden of
the Mind.
